terima kasih.........

aku bersyukur,
kerana ketenangan akhirnya,
berada dalam gengaman ku,
terima kasih kepada -Nya,
kerana memberikan aku ketenangan ini,
walaupun aku tahu ketenangan ini,
mungkin akan bergoyah lagi,
aku berterima kasih kepada - Nya,
kerana daku tahu,
kasih sayang yang mahu ditunjukkan- Nya kepada ku,
terima kasih dan aku bersyukur ke hadrat illahi........................
(^^,)

setiap benda yang berlaku di atas muka bumi ini,
ada di sebaliknya hikmah yang tersembunyi,
aku hanyalah insan biasa yang hanya mampu menerima,
tidak boleh menolaknya,
aku terima dugaan itu dengan hati yang terbuka,
kerana acap kali aku diuji,
aku tahu kerana ia merupakan tanda,
kasih sayang-Nya kepada hamba- hambanya,
tidak mungkin setiap manusia itu,
tidak diuji oleh -Nya,
dan seperti ape yang tertulis dalam surah al baqarah ayat 216:
"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu. Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."

aku kan terus melangkah ke depan,
aku tidak mahu lagi duduk keseorangan,
aku harus berani,
aku tidak akan pergi jauh jika aku masih berada dalam kepompong imaginasi ku ini..............

perasaan.........

knpela aku ni.........
skjap ok skjap x.........
smpai ble la nk jdi cmnie.......
knpe la ye??........
persoalan yg slalu brlgar.......
kat pale otk aku nih.........
knpe la aku ni pyh sngt..........
d'sbbkn xde ssuatu bnde..
aku cpat panas..........
tpi 2la antra pnybabnyer.......
aku jd mcm ni kot........
tp xpela aslkn aku mmpu nk mnmpuh hari2 strusnye..............
dgn tbh n brani............

tomo arigato..........in

thnks 2 my fren.........
aiding me when i'm need it.........
although it felt good.....
but deep inside me.......
i'm still in heartbreak........
myb i need 2 focus more 2 my fmly.........
myb i'm not strong........
in dealing with this kinda stuff........
but the hell with it........
i'm just a simple boy.....
wif a simple life.........
but wif a big dream.............
so i'm tryin 2 evolve......
from a loser 2 a winner...........
n tryin 2 be the best among the best..............

wahai si dia.......

wahai cinta.........

adakah kau tahu yang aku mencintaimu........

adakah kau tahu yang aku amat menyayangimu..........

tapi kenapa kau tidak membalasnya kepada ku.........

dan kenapa kau meminggiri ku..........

kenapa kau tidak mahu menemaniku............

aku tidak keruan keranamu...........

aku rasa aku sudah menemui jawapannya........

mungkin bukan jodoh di antara kita berdua...........

antara kita mungkin wujud titik- titik noktah..........

mungkin ia bukan untuk kita berdua.........

aku tidak marah...........

tetapi aku redha.............

aku terima ketentuan illahi...............

aku sanggup melepaskan mu.............

untuk memastikan kamu mendapat kebahagiaanmu..............

itu merupakan tanda kasih dan sayangku kepada mu..............

kerana aku amat mencintaimu..............................

sekian dari ku, sang pencinta...........

kepada mu, duhai wanita yang ku cinta...............

aku ngan die.................

aku mnat kat die.........
dri dlu smpai skng...........
tp aku xtau die ader prsaan x kat aku........
aku xnk brtpuk sblh tngn........
aku xnk jdi orng yg pnyibok........
aku xnk jd orng yg sngal mmnjg......
smte-mte krne die......
tp yg pnting skli aku mmg xnk brtpuk sblh tgn.........
tpat jam 1106 mlm.........
mse brdtik ngan pnts.........
mse xstop pown utk aku............
just utk mmuaskn hti aku...
utk mmnta scbis ksih syg dr die...........
xmngpelh baek aku mngih kasih syg dr yg maha Esa.............
krne die lagi maha pemurah lg maha penyayng............

my night........

mlm nih mlm pling xbest dlm hidup aku...........
bkn je mslh sdre- mare.........
mslh kwn2 pown ader...........
xtau la aku nk wat cmne........
aku bknyyer jnis orng yg pndai dalm bab2 cmnih........
tp kgkdng xbest gak.....
org dlm mslh if kiter brpluang kite tlg.......
tp skng laen plak jdinye............
aarrgh lnx la..............
aslkn hdup msing2 bhgie.............
jgn kaco hidp aku yg trumbg-ambing nih sdah..............
lnx korng la.........................

me n friends............

hari nie,....
aku ngan mmbr nk g umh mmbr2 laen....
nk brye....
hehehe.....
myb ini mrpkan salh satu cre untk aku mlkpn die.......
atau untk aku mlpkn pristiwa itu sbntr.........
pristwa yg mmbuatkn aku blurr n sngl........
aku skrng myb dlm keadaan yg tnsion yg bgt......
tp xpe aku skng msih brde dlm kpuasn.......
sbb aku dh mluahkn prsaan kat die.......
hehehe........
xpela....
aslkn aku puas ngan enjoy skng nih.........
hrp2 sumenye brjln lncr.......
myb dlm khidpn skng nih.....
xprlu lg aku nk pkir psl bnde 2.....
aku just prlu nk grak kdpn.......
xpyh lg nk backup ke blkng......
hahhah...........s
so anyway.......
RELAX N ENJOY MY LIFE.......
hehehe..............

am i not for you??

aku ader la minat sorng budak nih.....
tiap kali aku jmpe dier....
hati aku snang......
walaupn aku tgh ssh hati thp ape skli pown....
die je yang mmpu buat aku tersenyum.....
dela skali aku dh xthn....
aku direct mesej bgitau ngan dier.....
yang aku minat dier....
tp smpai skrng aku still xtau jwpn die....
kgkdng  rsau gak jdinye.....
kgkdng jdi xtntu hale aku jdinye....
mcm first time aku brcinte....
cm2la rsenye.....
seriusly cam orng gile seh.........
hahahha.............
tp aku hnya perlukn kpastian yg tulus dr hati die......
aku hrp die mrpkn my real soul mate.....
for me.............................
sekian............

gloomy day 4 me.........

maybe i'm not really made 4 love.....
hence i'm not really good at it.......
maybe i'm not really meant to find love for the time being......
and maybe i shouldn't find love for the time being......
but i'm already at my peak............
what happen if i stop it....
what does god want to tell me............
oh man this is sucks...........
maybe i just need to strive myself ahead...
never turning back......
and maybe  i need to think furthermore to the future...........
shouldn't i need someone to love me.............
but i'm really desperate of it...........
maybe i'm not have the guts to strive.....
just let it be.......................
just face the fact............
enjoy it while you still can..............right................
just having happy thoughts always..............
maybe in the future i will find the one..............................

raye wei raye........

x sdarkn........
tup tup rye dh smpai....
xrse sbulan brpose 2...
hehehehe...................
bygkn k..........
zamn aku dlu 2hri sblum rye sume dh stat maen mriam bluh
hehehehe...........
skng nih dh kurang n dah xbest mcm dlu.........
bhye skng nih maen mercun/ meriam yg trlmpau sngt.........
nnti kne carik seh..........
hehehehe.................
anyway slmat brye sume............
yg bwk kete hati2.........
ingt orng yg trsyg..............

life.............

first time in making my own personal blog....

i'm just a kampung boy, not so many specialities and experiences....

in frank i'm just a simple living boy.....

many of us does not have luxuries in their life.....

lets take an example on how wheel turn....

sometime its up and sometime its down....

thats pretty like a person life......

sometime we success and sometime we failed......

for those who had achieve success keep on going...

but for those who fail, nevermind........

don't take the failure as an excuse for you to give up so easily..........

i know cause i'm one of them before......

right now i'm trying to make myself useful to others....

not in silly way but in a good way.....

my failure is in my studies and my personal life.......

eventhough i scored in my exams in school........

but in my college life i'm seriously in trouble.....

have exams failed.....

too much enjoys and mostly neglected my studies.....

but when i'm in front of it.....

its looks like nothing matter..........

hence i become the rotten apple in the family......

but now i know.........

having a balance life is good rather like before......

now i'm furthering my studies in diplomas.....

and soon maybe degress and etc.....

but now i see the fruit of hardworkingness.......

every person in my life is happy to see me go for IT.......

so for the sake of other........

for anyone out there please, stop and think for awhile about the consequences....

of giving up and neglection in life.....

P.S

don't take this story in negative way....
see it in a positive side....

comment to me.........